tHoUgHts.

=D

2005-03-27T04:40:00.000-08:00

happy easter!!

hahas. went to church in the morning. after mass, saw pam! yays! hahas. havent seen her ard since st camp. and she asked me to go back to resource. hahs. stil not too sure yet. shall see first. if she is, den i am =)

had sushi @ j8 for lunchie. my mom false alarm-ed them. hahs. she tot she left her hphone there. but it was in her bag all along =x wahahas. enough of that. shall not embarrass her =p

hmm. had tuition today. he revised physics and amath with me. hoho. great! cuz im having 2 tests next week. yeas. on phy and amath. and physics is lik ALL OF SEC 3 TOPICS? *faints*

hoho. met deardear today to go for Royston Tan's '01-04' film screening. irene abandoned me, that's why. hahas. but for once, i didnt mind. its the first time i ever went out with dear on sunday =D and im elated! =) it's a fund-raiser for a fellow film-maker who was seriously injured in an accident. his lower body was totally crushed. ohmigawd. ouch! but royston's realy great for helping this guy raise funds. *salutes *

the short films are realy good! hahas. saw '15' too. =x wahs. super vulgar it is =x but not bad. change of taste once in a while =p it was a 'private' screening anywaes, we can leave if we dont wanna watch it. but of cuz we stayed! but dear was 'chanting' that he saw '15' before. hahas. didnt care him. i wanted to watch it =p

the theatre was filled! there are even pple sitting on the ground. so you can see, how popular it is =p

royston dressed in a bunny suit. hahas. acting cute eh? =p nevertheless, that's wad a film-maker shuld be. daring! hoho.

the whole thing ended came to an end at ard 10. went to tp hub mac to eat dinner. hahas. yea. another late one today. but it's okie. have dear to accompany me. and i played with chili sauce again =x shall upload our creation the next time here. =p we were the last ones to leave mac. ahahs. yes. im hounoured =pPppP

well, he wanted to send me home. but i didnt want. it was so late again. my parents wil nv believe that i'll go home on my own that late into the night. anywaes, he won't be able to get on the bus home if he were to send me! but thankie dear , at least u had the heart to =)

yup. so it's quite late orde. shall stop! bye =)

hehs

2005-03-26T03:16:00.000-08:00

wahs. woke up earlie for band today. sians. long weekend gone! the worse thing is that we only go there for 2 hrs of sectionals =x wahahs. that's cuz i skipped drills.

but anywaes, my section left at 11am. we went to have lunch before the 4th Day of Percussion.

ahhs. we took lyk an hour to find that darn place? that was so damn stupid. cuz we ended up at the same place we were first at? hahs. how map-idiot can i get? =x the cutest thing is that we took a cab, and both cabs were not able to find the place =x

you cant blame anyone for that! the place was sooooooooo small. YMS arts centre that is. anyhow, the workshop thingy was great. at least i learnt sth. man, jonathan yip's good! wow. he's realy the cymbals guru = im astounded. wahahas. the funniest thing was when he chose rong shan to do a demo on the drumset. he's lik so awkward up there. =p actually, my section planned to sabotage him by volunteering him. hahs. but before we can do that, jon already asked him. kekes.

it started with the drum set master class tho'. didnt particularly like tamagoh. he's kinda stuck up. but amk band was good! "the nineties" they played was simply too pleasant to the ears. thumbs up to nigel! if i didnt get the name of the student conductor wrong. it was followed by an ethnic fusion course. where 'tabla' played the.. i dont know what =x but he's a nice guy. humorous too! next, we had the cymbals masterclass. yup. the one by jonathan. hoho. my idol x) the last one was the hand percussion one. by kelvin kew and the lila drums orchestra. hmm. didnt find it quite interesting. but there was one girl. wow. power! she's like totally into the music. groove, feel and all those stuff. great!

rong shan got a pair of drum stix from jonathan. the sabian ones. but he gave them to tom. ugh. can't he jus 'appreciate' his stuff a bit? =x well, fengwei got 2 pairs. one from zildjian and the other from sabian. cool eh.

the whole thing was wrapped up at abt 7.30pm. went home after that. long and tiring day!

i was expecting dinner when i reach home. but you know what? i had dinner at 11+pm. how cool is that. mom came home from mass at 11pm thats why.

and i fell asleep right away i got home from "dinner". i was soo tired. dun blame me for being a piggy. hahs.

alrite den. cya pple =)

hello..? anyone to accompany me? =x

2005-03-19T02:40:00.000-08:00

hmms. nazeeya was LATE again today. anywaes, since when wasnt she late?

we went to imm to get my missing sl badge. oops. i stil cant find it! grr. mr tan's gonna kill me. wadever. when it's the time to worry, den i'll worry. ;)

it's a bored day today. after imm, went to JEL. wahs. the library doesnt 'feel' like a library. more like a hangout =x saw my couz with her bf on the way dere. it feels so weird? having to see yr family pple with their bf/gf. anyways, it's not like i care. hahs. was supposed to meet evan and the rest at the library, but didnt cuz nazeeya and i was stuck at imm at that moment. hahs. that didnt bother me much tho.

hey u noe wad pple? u shuld get the kind of postcards that they sell 1 for 50cents. it's sooooo cute! ahahahs. we bought 5 of them at imm's mini toons. one of it had all these baby faces. ahhh.. i wanna give birth!! =x hahas.

on the way home on 105, there's this man who sat in front of us. scary. he was like looking at us, den smiling. looking at us, den smiling again. gave me creeps. but i'm glad we're fine =x

it's all nazeeya's fault that im sitting in front of my comp rotting. she didnt want to accompany me to pacific plaza! bad gurl. hahs. i dont noe why i have this 'urge' to go to orchard too =x i'm so bored. home alone. dear's out for dinner with his teacher ex-skoolmates. well, she's giving a treat to those who got distinctions for math in Os. no one to accompany me. sads.

hmm.. guess i'll jus stare into space for another hour before the 'high on life' concert. cyas!

tiring day.

2005-03-18T07:50:00.000-08:00

well. it wasn't exactly a good day for me.

was pissed within minutes i got to skool. was supposed to have chem lesson at 9am. after that, all the bandsmen came to the ava room from band (i didnt go for the 1st hour that's why) all thanks to shangyi, we didnt get to attend the lesson. she told mrs singh that we're having this dumb performance on sun, and we had to practise for it. grr. stop irritating me! i want to go for chem! jus a reminder, my studies are NOT GOOD.

oh crap. i jus hate that. i dont wanna go for band! not at that moment. but i did anyway. i can't stay there when all the bandsmen are gone.

was complaining and complaining on the way to the bandroom. =x hahs. that's normal of me. so bear with me, pple =p but wad's the use. i still didnt get it my way!

i dont mind if the pract was fun. but it was totally shitty. got scolded by mr tan for my bad rolling again. ugh. however i pract, i stil can't do the right way! so how am i supposed to figure it out without anyone showing me the correct method?! =( HEeElLlppPppP! fellow percussionists? hello? =x

anyhow, things got better during lunch break. dear called to cheer me up =) he's at the east coast chalet with his tpjc frens. hmm. rowdy bunch of pple. can hear them screaming everytime he called =x hahs. things are the same for me too. nazeeya always nags at me for 'abandoning' her. shhh! see. she bullies me. always wanting to wreak every possible chance of me talking on the phone with him.nottie gurl! hahs.

ugh. but it's back to normal the pract after lunch break. rong shan "ran away" from band again! tom again MADE A NUISANCE OF HIMSELF. ohmigawd. when can he ever learn to keep quiet?! i just have one word to desribe him. noisy. and that fengwei and tom. always making fun of me! bad pple! hmmphs. wadever = i shall be immune to it.

seowling didnt come for band today. she must be realy ill! if not, no matter rain or shine or sick, she'll come for practice. get well soon gurl! =)

ahh! that fengwei went to tp central before i could ask him to get BoA's Best of Soul for me. it's all his fault! wanted to get the cd yest, but he said he'll get it for me cuz he wanted the cd rama stamp bla bla bla. cheapskate he is =x see. now i can't get my long-awaited cd cuz of u!

hmm. had my piano lesson after band. nazeeya and carolyn waited for me for an hour.*touched* hahs. well, didnt noe why lyn wanted to go j8. but thanks for accompanying nana for an hour. if not she would be nagging and complaining to me after my lesson *_* thankue gurls! for waiting =)

oh well. lyn lost her wallet yet again. power. -starts counting the no. of wallets she've lost so far-
take good care of yr wallet! don lose yr stuffs again. mus cherish yr things kae? =)

oh ya. havent told u guys why nazeeya waited for me. well, it's cuz of the geog project. i'm having this freakin' headache over it. cool. i have to do up all the presentation shit. ugh. nana! i want to kill you. asked you to edit the info, but you jus left chunks of info for me there. for wad? -_- and now i noe. i wont ever do project with thiha again. 'twice bitten, thrice shy' pei qi helped. a little. crap. wadever. i'm doing 4/5 of this whole darn thingy. its ok. not the first time i got bullied.

so you know, life's not always smooth sailing.

lovee.

2005-03-16T02:46:00.000-08:00

16th March 2005. yups. another chapter in my life has jus begun. =) got back with him. after a long long year.. now i realy believe, wad's yours will always be yours. even when that person/thing is gone, it will still come back if it's meant to be! =) sorry if that sounded crap to you. hahs. but anyhow, i'm jus realy happy!

whoo. spent the whole day with dearx. yeps. we should do some 'catching up' after a year! hehs. to love and be loved back is the most wonderful thing that u can ever wish for =) i will never let go again. well, hope so. nono. it's jus the start. i shouldnt be negative. =)

we were supposed to catch a movie. but didnt. it was a longg storry. hahs. SEOWLING! accompany me to watch howl's! wahs. the show is almost finished, but i havent watch it yet. how sad is that? >_<

skool's gonna be real busy after the hols. prepare for chinese Os! I WILL AND MUST GET AN A1. i shall not disappoint anyone. not my mom. not my dear. most importantly, not myself. *i'm the most impt person in my life! =)* yays. and to prove to pple who despise me, that i can succeed.

well, working hard means i'll have lesser time with him. but it's okay. he has his jc stuff to worry about too. wad matters is our hearts =) after Os, i will have all the time in the world!! then i can go kachau him orde. muhahahhahas. oops. that sounded evil =p

alrite guys, im signin off. =) i love you dearx! -altho u mite not see it, but its ok as long as u noe it! =)-

selfish pple.

2005-03-13T07:10:00.000-08:00

ohmigawd. wad's wrong with blogger. it's soo jammed when i sooo wanted to blog. it's not giving me a chance to voice my opinions! hahas. *nazeeya, dont kill me =p*

yeahs. what's wrong with parents nowadays? CAN'T THEY JUS STOP KILLIN THEIR OWN CHILDREN??! i'm realy sad and angry at them. ughs. if they dont wanna live on, then just spare the kids. they did no wrong. heartless and selfish pple.

first it was the tampines incident, where the whole family was killed. second was the australian incident, where the parents tried to poison their kids to death with 120 pills, it landed the kids in the hospital, with high chances of getting brain damage. sighs. wad are they thinking? are s'poreans such cold-blooded and cruel pple?! sometimes, we realy cant understand wad's going through the minds of adults. maybe the world and reality is jus so harsh and cruel.

i wish that parents can tink through all consequences before they commit such stupid and rash acts. CHILDREN ARE INNOCENT! if there's a prob, i'm sure they can solve it. if there's a will, there's a way. lesson to keep in mind: alwaes have a clear mind when u decide to do anything. dont ever be rash!

kekes

2005-03-13T06:24:00.000-08:00

hehs. how's it pple? lik moi new song? =) kekekes. whoo. i finally understand RATES OF CHANGE! i love my tuition tcher! hehs. he's the best ever. it's lyk the first time i'm so happy after tuition. hoho. yuxi sent me 'Welcome' too. yays. have been wanting to download this band song, but not able to, as they banned it =( but its ok. i stil got wad i wanted =)

the hols are up this week. have to go back to skool almost everyday to do practicals! *faints* why is O level life soooo miserable? =( wish it cud be over asap. seems lyk im always complaining. hahas. but there's always him there to spur me on. =) hoho. im happy! finally there are stuffs happening to make me happy.

but.. im stil kinda bothered by syf. we are realy realy realy unlucky. #140 band. that's like.. im jus loss for words! i dont like it.

tmrw mite be going out with seowling to watch howl's moving castle. hope her mom lets her go! i've been waiting so so sooooo long to watch this cartoon. actually she wanted to watch pooh's heffalump with me, but she cant get tix for in good company on fri. so yups. she watched pooh instead. hoho.

ok. that's all i can tink of today. =x and my parents are nagging at me!! ugh. cant i use the comp in peace for once. hahs. take care pple!

2005-03-12T00:10:00.000-08:00

cool. our syf is doomed. we are the #140 band when there are only 148 bands participating. sighs. i've jus lost my fighting spirit.

sighs.

2005-03-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

hmms. its another sleepy day for me. i woke up late and went back to sleep after breakfast! =x hahas. thats atrocious =x and the worse thing is that i didnt do any hw, but rot at my bed and the couch = the only time i did work was during tuition!

had been in a daze since noon. sighs. i didnt noe why in the world i told him sth which im not supposed to. im so confused. is it gonna happen again? after a year..? but that's not sth for me to worry now. gotta concentrate on my studies. if sth must happen, den it wil. can't stop it from happening. sorry guys, im crapping. pile of gibberish -_- im just so sad.

ugh. i jus dont wish to lose concentration at this point of time. jus cant afford to. hope i'll be able to get back my focus soon. yeah. so that's all for today. nothing realy interesting.

i dont lik this.

2005-03-05T02:00:00.000-08:00

hahs. went to band late today, as i woke up late? as usual la. i'm a sleepy piggy =p but it wasnt too bad, was jus about 15 min late. fotunately mr tan wasnt there yet ;) yea. reached there, did some drills. drills are kinda boring now. lousy drills = boring drills. *yawns*

mr tan started the day's practice by telling us some feedback given by other instructors on the singapore conference hall. ughs. i hate it. cuz u noe wad? PERCUSSION SECTION can't PLAE LOUD! wad crap is this? cuz our sound wil be very amplified in this particular hall. wahs. we've been practicing for the "loud" effect, and now you're telling us we must play soft i.e. f becomes mf or even p. i'm realy pissed cuz the whole section sounds dead now. i didnt dare to play loud on my timps, but also afraid the sound would not come out nice if it's too soft. so wad's rite? guess we have to realy listen to our own sound on our syf day. but can the juniors adjust? i'm realy worried. if my section is gonna screw up that day, i'll be dead meat. cuz for the 2 pieces, percussion sounds are very exposed, we get lots of soli parts too. i'm clueless at this point of time. all that i can do now, is to pray that an instructor allows a few of us to go listen to the band's rehearsal at the hall. yeah. we're that desperate. or rather, i am desperate. i realy need to find out how my section is gonna play on that day.

without acoustics and having a sound board above in the hall, mr tan also told us that the band wil sound very dry. the hall is made the way that no matter how loud the tuba section plays, no sound can be heard, and percussion wil sound very loud. yeah, as i told u earlier on. sighs. why mus they do this to us? percussion instruments are created to make music lively and loud? =x anywaes, wil wait for mr tan to give us the 'verdict'

after band, went to watch Hitch at plaza sing with nazeeya. that show's realy cool. funny too =p hehs. saw inch and her bf while i was sittin in ljs. didnt call her tho'. cuz it's kinda weird? hahs. yeah man! i finally bought the winnie the pooh popcorn. ;) the container's sooooo cute. =) im happy! anywaes, after the movie, went to j8's popular. accompanied nazeeya cuz she wanted to get some stuffs. after that my mom drove us home, and she started to talk bout my cousin. yeah. he got 2 'A's and 1 'B' for A levels. wad i feel is that she's comparing again. but thats ok.

had wanted to get irene's ab from carol on the way to nazeeya's hse. but she didnt at all pick up my call. so i went to get it at night instead. realised that she lost her hp. =x aww. now wanna contact her, also difficult! hmm. anywaes, glad i finished writing irene's ab too. hoho. it was kinda fun writing. cuz i didnt want to study =x

alrites. done with today. blog soon!

hehs!

2005-03-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

hehs. listenin to band's phantom of the opera. *thumbs up!* i lurve johan de meij! or shuld i say andrew lyodd webber! thankue for creating such a great musical! =)

man! today's realy good! the only lessons we had were emath and mt i guess. during mt, i saw cindy passing to jasmine a TOFEL exam thingy. guess it's some exams for pple going overseas to study. i want to go too! america but not aussie =x but dont tink my parents wil agree cuz of the high expenses and skool fees. they only allow aussie! =( hmm. 3 periods of english, jus did some of my amath tys questions! hoho. and im finaly done with tys hw. ugh. stil have to complete 6 topics of bio tys *_* M-R-S L-U! ohmigawd. i'm gonna have sleepless nites doing my tys again. after recess, was geog. ms liza didnt come again! but we got back our papers from felicia. and yet again. i did very badly. sighs. i didnt do well for ss too. how? my combined humans is BAD! HORRIBLE rather. =( help me someone? but anywae, i wasnt too bothered after that. cuz its parrtyyy time! it was a "rare" occasion not to have mt lessons after 12.30pm on friday =p

okae. the plan was this. i was supposed to do the s&t project with the gurls. but denn! they reached thomson plaza lyk 3+pm? so late le. anywae, its lyk everyone's not free. i also didnt have the mood to do. cuz seowling wanted to go to the movies. hehs. havent got a chance to go out with her so often now. so i agreed almost too immediately =x we watched lemony snicket's a series of unfortunate events. gosh. the movie's kinda lame? tho i have to agree that some parts make me 'jin zhang' =x but it's jus based on a simple story line. a guy wanting to get a family's inheritence that's all. regretted ah. shuld've watched howl's moving castle instead! and yeah! the winnie the pooh movie's comin out soon i tink. whoo. im watchin it! pooh's the cutest cartoon character on earth! =) so round, chubby and cutex! =) oh ya. i saw the GV selling caramel popcorn in pooh's "hunny pot" ahh!! i wanted it. but i had forgotten to buy the popcorn after the movie =x hahs. it's alrite. shall buy it the next time! maebe tmrw. if feng wei agrees to treat me and nazeeya to the movies. hehs. bully my junior =pP

hoho. there's band pract tmrw! so i'll go off now! mus rest early. yay! tmrw finally playing Centuria. i'll play my timp part welL! =D

yays.

2005-03-02T04:24:00.000-08:00

the past few days had been smooth!=) except i screwed up my social studies test. but i didnt study for it, so that's ok ;) must realy read thru ms deena's notes! to re-cap all the source-based skills. 8'A's 8'A's! tmrw's amath test. wahs *_* i wonder which week there's no test. differenciation! i mus do well. cant afford to screw up my math subjects. they're sooooo impt, jus lik wad mr ng always say "if u get D7 for math, no poly/jc wil accept you.. bla bla" and he wil continue to nag at us again = hahas. but one thing, he talks in a realy cute way =x well, no choice. our batch's lik so playful and lazy.. bad bad. i shall motivate myself!

today's band pract was REAL fun! it's been long since i enjoyed my practices. =) the attendance's finally better den the past few months. usually, only less than half the band is around, but today it was almost a full band! =) guess pple are starting to "wake up" from lala land. it's 6 weeks to syf already. time flies! hope we can at least secure a bronze. this year's syf venue is not that good. bad intonations and all can be picked up real easily by the judges. plus! if we gonna play after a gold band, then i realy have nuthing to say -_- no c.o.p for us please!! coming back, the 2 juniors in my section are GREAT! in crapping that is. =P i wonder when wil they stop doing funny things. but i shant complain. it's been long since i ever smiled during a pract! and that feng wei. finally he has got his notes right! after teaching him a gazillion times? = i hope he doesnt forget his Centuria part! otherwise, i'm gonna strangle him! hehs. okay. today we shifted to out "new positions" in the band room. the syf setting. =) and the pple at the side instruments are all cramped together? but that's ok. i've got a biGG space =P arranged all the pieces into the files today too, for syf. yups. PERCUSSIONISTS are EFFICIENT! =p hoho. realised we're always the ones who start using files first. neat freaks =x but mus keep to the tradition! ;) hahas. wanna get syf over and done with asap! so i can concentrate on my Os! i wont disappoint myself. as well as pei qi's promise =P

okaes. endin here! off to watch tv then to study! cyas pple ;)

bored.

2005-02-27T14:56:00.000-08:00

man, this weekend's realy boring *yawns* overdose of amath =S *complains to ms tuan* don torture me! *_* later i'm having tuition. gosh. *faints immediately at that thot* sometimes i wonder why life's so plain. but i mus "jian chi dao di", 8 'A's! =D tmrw the results for 'O's are gonna be out, wonder wad he'll get. below 19 and i'll get a treat *beams* =D

yest went to corpthone orchid. to eat. saw the notice board and found out that they're having this superteen seminar. it's a preview of the camp itself. yay! Ernest =D well, didnt see him tho'. but my dad saw him and Aunty Teresa. stil remembered the time i went to seminar, and thot the whole thing was a joke. Ken was like keeping quiet and looking at us at the start of the thingy. was realy weird =S and of cuz i gave him a weird look. sorry! =x yea! he's a great guy too =) wanted to go take a look at the seminar, but had no idea wad time was it. so i didnt go anywae. ahh. i miss st camp! everyone shuld go! =D

aiyas. how? i have no idea wad to say as life's peaceful and nuthing much happened. but i guess that's good, after a realy hectic week. there's alwaes time to rest and to work! =) off to do my hw now. take care pple! *huggs*

Ugh.

2005-02-26T01:16:00.000-08:00

it had been a realy rough week for me. so busy and tired that i almost can't breathe. Band, friends, studies, piano. realy bugs me alot.

Band - ugh. why cant i freakin play the timpani properly? i'm depressed. and syf's nearing. my playing's stil lyk shit. help, anyone? =( and now i stil have to coach two juniors. wahs. this is going mad. i mus do many "actions" to get their attention before they notice me? can u pple dun get so easily distracted? please. every part's impt, and if u guys are gonna screw up on stage that day, i'm done for. lately, alfian's changed into a totally different person. i dont noe why, but i guess his peers are influencing him too much. his physical body is there, but i noe that his heart's not there anymore. where has the old alfian gone? he used to be lyk the best junior any section cud possibly yearn for. but not now anymore. attitude's totally changed. guess i'd rather have juwita as the next sl. i dont noe. no one seems to be able to handle this role. rong shan. ugh. u noe wad? i realy wud slaughter him if i cud. stop pon-ning band! syf's coming, dont treat me lyk that. at least dont let our section down, will you? cool. i lost my sl badge on the day i'd gotten it, and i have yet to get a replacement. band world, where are you? dont hide from me =x mr tan's gonna blow his top on me. =( *prays* Lord, please help me! i need to find it and buy a new one! Amen.

Friends - i realy dont noe wad to say. seowling's the best pal ever. i dont noe why am i saying this, but she jus came into my mind. i love ya girl! *huggs* hoho. when are we going to watch Howl's Moving Castle ah? pam, i lurve u too! and the whole of Scorpion, Cappucino and the resources! =p but unfortunately, there're only 2 pple - r & sl - who will listen to my whining and grumble i guess. how sadd. but that's okie. at least i stil have them =) had a realy bad argument over the science and tech proj, with the 3. and the word "fark" has been used by me lyk water. we agreed to start on it, so we have to "endure" through and finish the whole darn thing. so why are u guys talking about backing out? i realy dont understand. irresponsible is lyk the only word i can come up with. and i'm realy pissed. but anyway, HOW YOU DO ANYTHING, IS HOW YOU DO EVERYTHING. so yup, if u guys choose to be out, den i'm realy speechless. but anywae, i'm getting realy pissed at nazeeya nowadaes. maybe it's cuz i can't tolerate her opinions and all those shit stuff she gives to me anymore. i dont noe, whether we're jus good frens on surface or wad. i dont look for her when im sad, but when im happy. this is not the way it's supposed to be. maybe it's the differences that we both have. but im not sure. she makes me feel like im needed only when sana or gwen is away. jus expressing how i realy feel. *prays* again, that i wil receive God's grace, and all contradictions or whatsoever wud be solved.

Studies - whoa. finally im done with 6 tests this week! or more than that? *_* i'll relax for a while before i start mugging again. the stress level's getting higher and higher. i've got the Olevels VS today. $423 =x got realy excited over it? its lyk sooo fast, and before i cud realise, Olevels is here. how? i havent been doing my hw, as i dont even have time to sleep enough. feel realy bad tho'. this reflects on how a piggy i am! guess i need some "power pills" to give me enough energy to complete all my tests, hw and mug! if not ms tuan wil "strangle" me =p WHERE ATTENTION GOES, ENERGY FLOWS, RESULTS SHOW. so i shall mug hard and do well for my Os. yea! always strive to be better den huiyi =x hmm. guess i realy need to sleep alot over the weekend, or else i'll fall asleep in class again. sorry tchers, for the inappropriate behaviour the past week =S hahas.

Piano - wahs. this is another big headache for me! i cant pract! dont even have the time to mug, how to even pract my piano? and my skills are getting rusty already =x hais. my pieces are getting along fine. but my scales! ugh. they're killin me. i cant play them properly for once! and my tcher's scolding me over and over again. but i dont noe why. when i pract at home i remember everything, but when i go for my lesson, i get a mental block. my sight reading is lyk total shit. what i play, is alwaes irritating my tcher. cuz it simply sounds so bad =x ahh. im sorry. my piano exam's coming up too. i'm realy afraid i'll screw the whole exam up. i want a distinction so badly. i dont want jus a pass. its not enough.

okie. im done with my probs. now im gonna blog bout wad happened todae. whoo- completed 3 tests at one shot. that's lyk breaking a "kathleen-record"? hahas. anywaes, i'm glad all these "torment" had come to an end. but there are still tests next week and lots of hw as usual. sec4 life is realy stressful!

in the name of 'de-stressing', KNIPE decided to have a date at seoul garden right after skool =P okae. we went to the taka branch, and it was realy lousy? we had to shift tables halfway through the meal. whoa. they mite as well put us away from the reservation corner from the start rite? but anywae, it was a realy enjoyable meal, and we had a great larf. we ate for lik ard 3 hours? =x realised that there's nuthing realy fantastic there anymore. but i thot since all of us havent been there before or not for a long time, it's good to 'experience' it again. =x

yay man! after seoul garden, i and nazeeya went off to see TAUFIK! yups. its him again. idol-worshipping, my mom wuld deem it as. but there's nuthing wrong in seeing him! okae. found out that he's supposed to perform at the 3logy live! at orchard green. the weather was lyk super humid, and i kept perspiring. but it didnt bother me, as long as i get to see him. my shirt went from dry to wet, and from wet to dry. cool isnt it? =x

we stood there from 6-9pm, looking at performers lyk a-do and yida? -_- and there was a group behind us who were behaving lik a bunch of ass-es. but he stil didnt appear. i didnt want to leave til i see him! but nazeeya had a curfew. ugh. its wasted. so wasted. we're giving up after enduring for 3 hours? i bcame real sad after that. i didnt get to see taufik =( hais. its ok. i'll get a chance the next time round. but it still bothered me much.

whoa. wad made me even more angry and sad was that i found out from the taufik webbie after i got home, that he's gonna appear only at 10pm! that's the bad thing about not coming online only after a week. anywae, it's over. i shall not brood over it, but look forward to the next fik's performance! i love you, taufik! =) *huggs*

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2005-02-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

ugh. my tagboard's kinda stuck! sorry guys if it doesnt load =x irene HELPP!! and nazeeya. i dunt care. you better find a way to tag!! hmm. i have only this much time to blog today. wil be back to update on fri ;)

sLeEpy`

2005-02-20T02:26:00.000-08:00

hahas. im stil grinning and all satisfied bout yest's autograph session. un-for-get-table =p ok pam's 'complaining' abt not writing bout her in moi blog. hoho. dun be jealous. i'll help u with a blog one day! and and and. shhh. dun tell a single soul bout it. or i'll hang u upside down =p it's another plain and normal sunday. didnt get to go to church again. cuz i slept real late yest and woke up real late too =x the week ahead's realy packed for me also. so i dont tink i'll get to blog this week! >_< had tuition. but wasn't realy paying attention. cuz it's physics. grr. i hate it! don understand a single thingy. i wanna drop. but cuz of the skool's dumb policy. i cant. =( never mind. i'll jus persevere on! hais. how? tmrw's his bdae. shuld i sms him? but that's gonna be so weird. shall decide tmrw. nana called AGAIN and again. wonder how many times she called, jus to ask bout electrostatics. bleahs. but i stil didnt answer her. cuz i havent done it yet =x and why is everyone asking me bout this and that homework -_- never mind. i shall be kind ;) ok crap. i'm realy irritated by the guys too. IRRESPONSIBLE IDIOTS. borrow my stuffs and i never see them coming back. YET THEY CAN PRETEND THAT NOTHING HAD HAPPENED EVEN THO' I BUG THEM TO HAVE MY THINGS BACK. amazing huh. whatever. once bitten, twice shy! how u do anything, is how u do everything. so they shall grow up to be irresponsible people. that's all. not a wonderful day. maybe taufik wil cheer me up a little =) shall go now. mom's nagging. =x

hApPie dAy!

2005-02-19T06:07:00.000-08:00

i'm backie! thankue irene! for helpin me with the bloggie again. hoho. my dae jus went about crazily. woke up quite earlie to meet nazeeya for 'shoppin'. hmm. it was another "flag-y day" again. and as usual, nana didnt donate. EVIL! -sorry i exposed u =P hahas- after tamp, den went to citylink. YAY! i've got my autograph book lex. so i'll get u guys to write soon. hoho. suntec was plain, but 'the journey' started pretty 'cute'. ok, you noe bout pple who distribute flyers? we rejected one of the guys on skates, and he said 'eh, don liddat lei'. wahahaha. so cute!! we were like laughing at him, out of pity? 'the jouney' ended bad. got a sore foot. ouch. i'm glad my whining at nana helped! =x whoo. a couple offered me plasters. that's so sweet of em' ryte? =) okae. rot at the seat for a while, and nana tried on my shoe. complain and complain that my shoes were big, why i never buy them to fit her size bla bla bla -_- obviously they'll be big for her ryte? =x ok leave it. hahs. den started walkin again, OUCH, my foot still hurts. =S we went back to the 'guy-distributing-flyers', having the intention of helping him by takin em', but he was gone by den. aww. that's pretty sadd. didnt get a chance to help him! okie. we walked back to the mrt station to take a train to bishan, TO SEE TAUFIK!! wahahha. reached dere about 4pm. i thot it was at 5pm. but to our "horror" it was at 6pm! that means we have to waste 2 hours there? went up to the open plaza @j8, and the notice said to start the queue outside thai express. we thot that we're quite earlie, but there were like 40 people in front of us already? was deciding whether to queue or not, cuz it's like realy embarassing if anyone sees us! we've never done this before!! but we decided to do it anyway, since we're already there! the venue changed to the stage indoors, and everyone was lyk crowding around. again, we tried to "hide" our faces. realy embarassing. haha. so TAUFIK APPEARED!! omg. HE'S LIKE THE CUTEST PERSON EVER? at last he didnt wear his sunglasses =P screams filled the place. yeah. but i'm calm. i didnt scream =p but my heart was racing! hahas. when we got our cds signed, nana told him "you're super cute lei!" whoa. cant believe she jus did that. but im happy stil! got to shake hands with him. his hands were WARM! and soft and nice and... =x hahas. im mad. but a gurl got to hug him!! we were like so SO JEALOUS!! ok. now we know. i shall ask for a hug the next time! yeah! gosh. im smiling and blogging at the same time. he's jus so cute!!! i cant take it anymore. cant wash my hands tonite =P that sounds so psycho =S hahas. pardon me. after dat, took neos. my mom called and rushed me home! when i havent had dinner. actually i planned to eat out. but yeah. i was too pissed i started crying on the phone =x sorry nana! for the curfew thingy. we'll eat out soon! =) yea, so that was how my day went. ended up quite sad. but i'm okay now. going off to think about my taufik orde! =P

whoo`

2005-02-18T07:35:00.000-08:00

yay! my blog's finally up! er no. i mean halfwae thru =x thankie irene! *muackies* hahas. stil kinda 'in constuction' shall update soon =P